The Child In Her

The very last time I saw my Mom was in a courtroom sitting next to Kay Ward Anderson JULY 1, 2019. Kay had me arrested for texting her. I was told I'm my agreement that if I ever did anything EVER again I would not even get a hearing, that I would go straight to jail for a year. Kay could have accused me of anything just like she fabricated things in this action that was simply not true. She took my Mom away from me that day. She does not care. I was correct at the end of this poem. The was the first day off the end of her life. She died April 16, 2024 without my knowing or even knowing she was sick and I was 45 miles away. Kay, per her rich life, was in Hawaii living her good life letting Mom die alone. Now I go sit next to her grave and tell her what happened. I hope she knows and knows I loved her dearly. I don't think she died of natural causes. I know why she died and that is the reason they had to get me out of her life.

THE CHILD IN HER

She was sitting there like a child Looking hard as I walked by

I turned and waved and said "bye bye"

But she thought I was just saying "hi"

Many years I protected her from harm

From getting beaten by his arm

I never thought the day would come

When I would have to stop and let her go

Because my life was fading so

When danger came to me I could have never foreseen

Stop

Stop

Why don't you now protect me

No one saw what they were doing

To the only one who had stopped living

So they could be who they were

She sat there like a child with a face full of pain

And as I walked by one last time I leaned over

Gave her one last hug I said "Goodbye I love you but I can never see you again"

As I pulled away she was saying "Why"

Today was the hardest day of my life

I have a heart a great big heart

And I known abuse

It should be the first day of the start of my life

Instead it was the first day to the end of hers

I will go on I must go on

When will her pain ever end I will never know

She is lost without me

Totally lost