My EVIL NOT IDENTICAL TWIN

This is my true story about my evil not identical twin sister. The above photo was taken more than 14 years ago. The last time I saw Kay was in court room where she had me arrested for texting her. She looked like an 80 year old woman. Kay has always been vain and was always told she was the pretty twin. She won't show her face on social media now. 

 IT IS my story and what I lived thru. Everything I write here will be MY TRUTH.  I realize  she is rich and that Dad has written me out of the will giving it all to her including ALL the original art I put on their walls while she lived her filthy rich lifestyle elsewhere. I do not have anything to lose so hold on because what you are about to read is what Kay NEVER wanted me to share. That was why she had me arrested. She flew in THREE times on Delta ONE to make sure her secrets would never be heard yet she told lies about me, used them in the court proceedings, (well a few of them) to try and make me out to be mentally unstable. That was the ONLY way she thought she could erase what she did, go after me.There is NOTHING mentally wrong with me.

SO where do I begin? Well let's take a walk back to when we were young. Kay had this thing for sex. She was quite developed back then and I was not. I was the UGLY twin and Kay never let me forget it. I was also the SMART twin, the talented one. What I am about to say is embarrassing but I have kept it inside of me all of my life. Kay molested me. She used her body against mine to do what I really have no idea what, but it was awful! Then she told me she would hurt me if I ever told anyone. I Remember the time we went to a friend's house and went upstairs. I sat across the room while Kay and that friend enjoyed each other. YES I watched. It was gross. But Kay seemed to be enjoying it. That girl now a grown woman, would never speak to me in later years. I know why. 

Let's go on to college. We skipped our senior year because Kay wanted to. I don't think she could stand the fact I was going to be the valedictorian and she was not. That is why she pushed so hard for it. I was not ready and went back to high school to take art half of the day. We used to play tennis in high school. I wore the long shorts and t shirts we were supposed to wear. But when we went to college Kay got cute short tennis dresses from her friends to play tennis. The next year we had a dorm room together. We are supposed to go home every weekend, but Kay stopped going because she wanted to party and party she did.I have seen her drunk on many occasions.  Kay wore her friend's cute sexy clothes while I still wore the dresses Mom made us. Her friends were popular and pretty. I was not. Kay did not want me in our room and that was quite evident. THEN Kay and her girlfriends decided to do something horrible to me. She set me up on a date with this guy. I was still a virgin. Kay knew that. I had not been on any dates. His objective, per  Kay's request, (he told me this) was to make sure I came back no longer a virgin. WELL the dress Mom made us keep that from happening. It was long and he did not succeed. I remember exactly what it looked like. When I came back to the dorm room Kay and her girlfriends laughed at me and Kay kicked me out of our dorm room. I remember her kicking a hot pan down the hallway at me as they all laughed. I had to find another roommate and ended up rooming with a girl in a wheelchair. I had to clean up her messes and it was awful while Kay partied with her friends. One night I had enough and I emptied that girl's medicine cabinet. They called Mom and Dad and I was rushed to the hospital. They pumped may stomach and took me back to her room. No one asked me why I did it. To this day no one ever knew. That girl ended up turning on me when I would not take her to bars and lied about me. I was stuck with her while Kay partied away.

I was arrested for texting my not identical twin sister. I call her that because she would have to have a heart to actually be my twin sister and we are not identical. She did not take care of herself, drank and smoked and stayed in the sun and that is on her face now. 

This is why I could not see my Mom the last four years of her life. I should have told her why, but I was afraid. 

It all started years ago when Kay would constantly call me and tell me what I was supposed to do for Mom. It was my job to make sure she was ok. Kay never came home. She was bossy. Kay was always bossy to me and I pretty much did what she told me to do. I actually got Mom away from Dad twice per Kay's request and she backed out coming home to help, leaving me to care for Mom alone. Once of those times my Dad came to my house and stood outside my gate and threatened to burn my house down if I did not tell him where she was. I still have all of the letters Mom wrote to me when she escaped to Kay's one time. She would refer to going to Kay's shrink. I finally had to have my husband tell Kay to stop calling me. Now that I think about it that was harassing to me. Constant calling me and demanding that I do things for Mom.

Years went by and when I would visit Mom, when I was not afraid of Dad, she would often tell me she wished Kay would come home to visit instead of sending expensive gifts. Kay loved showing off what she had by sending Mom expensive gifts, like the entire lipstick line of her favorite makeup. I used to give Mom colors I got that I did not like but she would like. SHE WORE MINE. One Christmas I went all out and got Mom a bunch of things, sweater, top, hand bag and popcorn maker all in pink, her favorite color.  I made her stuffed mushrooms, her favorite and got her a small Christmas tree. She gave it all back saying she would not wear them all but kept  the popcorn maker. I know that the real reason was. She did not think I could afford it. That was my last Christmas with her. She never gave Kay's back. All the while I was texting Kay about my life as an artist and other things, trying to get her to be my sister. She never responded to my texts. I sent her videos of Mom and Dad at Christmas. No response from her. 

Thru the years I started to see Mom decline. I really did not know why. But I could see it. She wanted her antique doll back she gave to Kay to be fixed. I knew Kay was not giving it back, so I took her this HUGE pastel I did of her doll in a high chair in an antique store in Jonesboro. I had taken it there to take photos. I think she was three when she got that doll. We hung it outside of her bedroom. That was the only wall space left. All my other originals had filled the spaces on her walls. 

Sometime in 2018 I got a text from Kay telling me not to talk about her to Mom that she meant the world to her. That was the ONLY text I ever got from Kay. Little did she know I did not talk about her. I had too many other things happy things I wanted to share with Mom. BUT Kay would always call as I was walking in the door to take up Mom's time. 

One day we were sitting in the family room and out of the blue mom said "Kay said you were going to FL to sleep with men." I was hurt as that was not so and I clearly had no idea why Kay would say that. It hurt me. 

I will continue this later. It is too much for me right now. Please check back. MY TRUE story continues. 

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